Stanza Filantropi

I don’t  mean Biyya and Akib bother me, but before, I tought I cannot do  more about something I like. I should give up forget doing something interesting and fun. Searching for my exact talent, trying something new, hanging out with my friends, etc. I think life should be usefull, because we never know about the future. We never know when we will die.  Until now, I’ve just tried to do the best. I thought I’ve got it. I’ve got happiness and satisfaction. Since I had little family, I should change my destination and my dreams. I used to think about how to get happiness for my self only. But now, I should thinking about how to do the best for my children and my husband and how to get happiness  for all of my family. Sometimes life goes like unpredicatably, it goes as I’ve never thought before. My heart may tell me “ It’s not the one I wished before. I didn’t mean this one before. ” But only God knows the best, what we can do is trying to do the best. Not all of what we wish

                                                                                                                                            I left the beef after mixed it with seasoning and other ingridients. My friends asked me why I didn’t come to writing club last  week. So I think it’s better go to there today and tell them why. About the Bulgogi, I can trust the children fry and let Jihyeon look after them. It was rainy but not so heavy. I remembered that I didn’t have lunch yet. I tried to find a cafeteria and took lunch for 15 minutes. It wa so crowded at the city. Many people came from their villages to follow long march to declaration ceremony of one of candidate for this election. I finished my lunch and tried to take a bus, but many buses were used for people who joined the ceremony. They rent some buses so I couldn’t stop them for me. I threw away my times about 30 minutes, trying  to kill the time by reading a book. One bus just passed away. Oh My Allah! So I cl

Something was wrong in hard ware of my laptop. So it should be brought to another service center where has more complements. We should change it into the new one. So sad, that’s all my fault. For the next time I’ll try to be more careful not to put some water around my laptop. About my friend, I met her at her training center. She has work at BKKBN’s office. We were talking for one hour and I prepared to pick up Akib. I asked her to stay although only one night at my house, but she couldn’t cause she should go back on Sunday. She must arrive by Monday to going to work again. Yes, I can understand about her circumstance. I just said good bye to her and meet again at other chance.

Last night I couldn’t sleep well. So, this morning I felt so bad cause I was sleepless. I think Biyya doesn’t feel so good. Actually she got a cold since yesterday. I have so many works to be done. Also my home work is waiting for being finished and I’m getting exhausted and have headache. Hope it could be better for this long day. It’s not my life cycle to take a rest during the day. I usually try to have quality time to rest at night.